Wow. Seems I haven't posted for ages. Been too tired, plus too much workload and some other combinations of factors.
Exhaustion. And it's only the first week.
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I HATE DNT DNT PLEASE GO TO HELL AND MOE YOU SUCK FOR INTRODUCING THIS SUBJECT STOP TORTURING STUDENTS STOP FORCING US TO TAKE SOME CRAPPY DNT AND THEN MOE SUCKS WONT EVEN GIVE US AN EXTRA WEEK OR CLOSE SCHOOL DOWN EVEN THOUGH THERE'S BLOODY H1N1 BUT EVIDENTLY THEY DONT CARE SO WTH EVERYBODY CAN JUST DIE OFF AND THEY'LL REGRET BUT ITS TOO LATE THEY SHOULD STOP GIVING US SOME CRAPPY EXAM CALLED THE O LEVELS TO PRESSURIZE US BECAUSE SOONER OR LATER ALL THE STUDENTS IN SINGAPORE WILL COMMIT SUICIDE AND THE MOE WILL COLLAPSE AND IT WILL LEAD TO THE DECLINE OF SINGAPORE LIKE VENICE DID OH WHAT THE HELL WHY DID I JUST APPLY WHAT I LEARNT TODAY FORGET IT TOMORROW GOT SOME STUPID MATHS PAPER ONE MOCK EXAM I HAVE TO STUDY SOME FREAKING NOTES SO BYE BYE ---------------------
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I can't wait for all this to be over.
KEY EVENTS IN UPCOMING WEEK 4/7- Bloody Maths Mock Exam Paper 1 5/7- Perfume to perform NIGHT FLIGHT on MUSIC JAPAN 6/7- Youth Day holiday, thank God! 7/7- Nothing special 8/7- PERFUME NEW ALBUM RELEASE!!!! 9/7- Chinese O Level Oral, Geography Test on Geog of Food 10/7- Perrine's birthday!!! plus DNT DEADLINE, OH CRAP.
Ahhhhhhhh!!! WHAT THE FREAK WHY SO MANY STUFF SQUEEZED TOGETHER???
I'm gonna need superior time management abilities to do this. I haven't even figured out Perrine's present, and this is the least of my worries actually(I'm sorry, but i'll really die if I don't make it to the DNT deadline).
Thursday, June 18, 2009
dream fighter-8:53 PM
I'm pretty sure my eyes are red now. I just cried for half an hour straight.
I'm not writing this to gain sympathy or anything. I just need to let it out.
My sis came home and saw that I moved her fave soft toy from the computer chair to the table and she just whacked me on the back really hard and screamed " HOW CAN YOU PUT IT THERE?? DO YOU KNOW HOW DUSTY THE TABLE IS???" and then she whacked me somemore and tried to throw something at me. When I got away she kicked me and then I ran into my room and started crying. And she came in and was like "CRY FOR WHAT?" and whacked my leg. And she went "Who's in the wrong here? Why are you not repentant? SOB SOB SOB!! DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW YOU DID IT ON PURPOSE. And don't you dare SMS and try to act pitiful to your friends!"
I mean....She's done all sorts of things to my soft toys and I never said a word. Yet how come I deserve this? I didn't even do it on purpose. And it's true I SMS tabby about whenever she bullies me all the time. But if I never told anyone, I would've gone insane by now. Friends are really my only moral support. And now I don't even have tabby because she's in Japan, gone for nine whole days. I really think I might die if she's not back soon
She has always been treating me like this. And recently I have had to start reporting what time I come back from outside home. She gives me a 15min window to come back and if I don't make it I might be locked out. Even if I make it, I have to take everything I need, like food, into my room and I'll be stuck in there for more than 5 hours everyday. Simply because she wants to watch her show on her computer and doesn't want any disturbance.
My parents don't care. They want me to settle it myself. But I can't. Everytime I tried to retaliate, worse things happen.
Why am I being treated even worse than a dog?
------------------------- I know this isn't written very coherently but I'm not in the right mental state now.
Monday, June 08, 2009
dream fighter-5:02 PM
I know this video is old, but...it's so cute! And so professional of kashi to only be disturbed by it for only a second.
Haha.
CAN'T WAIT FOR JULY 8TH!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 06, 2009
dream fighter-3:00 PM
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! FINALLY HAVE MORE INFO ON PERFUME'S NEW ALBUM!!!
The seminars this week were awfully boring.... the only bright spot was having lunch and walking around AMK hub with Perrine, Priscilla, AbiTan, Rachel....(rest of the gang abandoned us).
Most memorable quote of Wednesday, 03 June 2009: "For what sia??" lololol. (you'll only understand this if you were there.)
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I HAVEN'T DONE ANY HOMEWORK!!!! :O I've been busy mafia-warring and school-vandalising in fb before and after seminars, tuition and extra class. And there's like a TON of homework waiting, plus DNT in week 3!? What a hectic schedule. Most sad holiday i've ever had.
Thank goodness for next Wednesday(:D).
Monday, June 01, 2009
dream fighter-4:42 PM
I'm like damn sad now. Drowning myself in Perfume music, as usual.
Freaking upset at myself. Chinese paper 1 was really damn easy. Paper 2 SEEMED easy as well...but when I got to the back it was actually kinda hard. But it was still doable, yet I know I really screwed it. I didn't have enough time and I practically rushed through the open-ended compreh answers without pondering the questions carefully. I had to think so fast and scribble so fast, right now I don't even remember what I wrote. It's like a huge blur.
Priscilla commented I was looking white this morning. As in really pale. She said I regained some colour to my face(alright she didn't put it like that, she said my face was "pinker") after the whole exam. I have to admit I had been freaked out the whole past week. Yesterday evening I was even getting depressed. The worst was...last night I practically woke up every hour. I think that subconsciously, I was scared that i'd wake up late and miss the exam. And it didnt help I actually had a NIGHTMARE about today's Os. I myself didn't even realise how freaked out my subconscious was. The nightmare was stupid, but it felt real - the whole plot was roughly that the hall doors were gonna open for us to go in and take the exam, then I realised oh no, I forgot my e-dictionary still in my bag, then I ran to take it, then when I came back, I realised, oh no, I didn't take ____(I can't rmb what it was), then ran back and take....and finally I got inside the hall, like damn sweaty and all...MY HANDPHONE WAS IN MY POCKET. WTH.
THANK GOODNESS IT DIDN'T HAPPEN FOR REAL!!!!!!!
Anyway, byebye distinction. Maybe i'll retake it at the end of the year. I'm gonna watch some more Perfume stuff from my DVD then catch some sleep and regain more colour. I won't think about this anymore. I hope.
---------------------- Really awesome performances I've been addicted to. MUST WATCH IN HQ!!!
Perfume - GAME (at Budoukan)
I really really like those light saber things and the intense dance sequences in between.
Perfume - SEVENTH HEAVEN (at Yoyogi)
Love the expressive dance. And in some parts they really look like they're having fun.
Perfume - Puppy love (at Yoyogi)
Don't you just love how cute the starting is?
Thursday, May 28, 2009
dream fighter-5:37 PM
Got my report book back...it's kinda disappointing, but i shall not complain since i got the best L1R5 in my whole class. It's definitely terrible if i got this for Os. My aim is 10 and below. >.< --------------------
Woohooo!! I watched finish Perfume's concert "Disco!Disco!Disco!" (May 10th 2009) on Youtube here, finally. It's on Youtube because WOWOW channel broadcasted it live, and I think some people recorded it down. It took me two hours to watch finish. xD
Comments: It's awesome. As expected of Perfume. Some people said Disco!Disco!Disco!(DDD) betters the Budoukan concert, but I don't really agree. Sure, there's the first-ever performances of Negai and SEVENTH HEAVEN in a large-scale concert, the first full-length performance of One Room Disco, and the performance of an unreleased song NIGHT FLIGHT. And not to mention the coolest concert opening video ever - What is DISCO?, and the Yoyogi disco mix which I wish they would include in the DVD of their next album(more on this later). Yes I LOVE the Yoyogi disco mix. It just proves Perfume does so much more and puts in so much effort to make each concert different(with a staggering FOUR large-scale live performances just within 2008 and 2009, I think that is very important). However, other than those that I mentioned, the rest are pretty much average. There's the usual performances, most of which are in the set list of Budoukan as well. I also think it lost out because there wasn't a full-length performance of GAME. GAME is like the most visually exciting performance of Perfume. Also, DDD's edge was not as nice as Budoukan's edge, imo. Especially the starting part of Budoukan's edge they gave nice amount of suspense because they started off running to the huge platform which rose up higher. This is also what DDD was missing. There wasn't a lot of "action". In Budoukan, there's the GAME starting where they all came up one by one in rhythm from under the stage on individual rising platforms, plus the light-saber props. There's the bar chairs which also came up through the same way for Take me Take me; and for other performances, the stand for mics as well. There's also the rotating front stage fot Macaroni. For DDD, it misses all these and the only thing different is that the three girls walk to the middle and side stages during songs, presumably to get closer to the audience who were further from the main stage(coincidentally reminiscent of a Hello!Project concert I saw on Youtube once).
So I don't think I'll be buying the DDD concert DVD if they released one cause I have the Budoukan DVD. Yes, WOWOW blocked out the broadcast of NIGHT FLIGHT, but I'll get it anyway because I have ordered the limited edition of their upcoming album which includes the NIGHT FLIGHT and edge performance at DDD. (: Oh gosh, can't wait. NIGHT FLIGHT!!!!!
False alarm. It was some fan made video using exclusive footage.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
dream fighter-3:15 PM
Ok...so....I don't know what to say, but I decided to come back. >.< I missed being able to embed stuff. ------ MID YEAR EXAMS. ALL PASSEDDDDD!!!!! Amazing. I didn't even study anything 'cept for geog. <3 --------
Recently discovered MEG, another artist produced by the fabulous genius Yasutaka Nakata(who also produces Perfume and capsule).
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Oh and I love NIGHT FLIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not even released yet. I still waiting for my limited edition album on 8th July. <3 Looks like I have to embed the one on Imeem. I have a better version of the Live recording but uploading it is gonna be a waste of time. I gave up on Imeem. They have some problems with embedding so I just uploaded my own.
And I've been watching Perfume no Chandelier House and MUSIC JAPAN(which Perfume co-hosts) through here. It's awesome.
